ain't nobody knows me, not even me can see it
-jason mraz
[the emotional masochist]

_visit_

aarthi
absolute fact
absolut fake
ah neh
birentha
crunch
gareth
mo
pujus
roach
secret
shar
tas

_define me_

look into my world.
watch my life unfold.
see it as i will.
the story of a girl.

_credits_

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Wednesday, November 22, 2006
denial. ; 07:22

im in denial. im denying the existance of my history notes and instead doing random crap questionaires.

someone slap me quick.


1. how old did you wish you were?
i wish to be dead before anyone can even call me old

2. where were you when 911 happened?
studying for my "O" level geog paper or sth to tt effect. i was mugging in front of the tv and for some strange reason channel news asia was on. i was like holy crap. this must be some kinda american joke. but i changed tt thought quick when the 2nd tower collapsed.

3 what do you do when vending machine steals your money?
get pissed. kick the machine. shake the machine. swear i'll never buy anything from another vending machine. and repeat the entire process the next time a vending machine steals my money.

4 do you count yourself kind?
i duno. you tell me. but my name's supposed to mean "big hearted"

5 if you had to get a tatoo, where would it be?
just above my hip bone. i'd like a fairy in flight thank you very much.

6 if you could be fluent in any other language, what would it be?
mandarin? that way i could understand TV Mobile and half the world. ha.

7 do you know your neighbours?
depends. shakespeare had a whole other meaning to the word "know". *wink*

8 what do you consider a vacation?
anything that involves me doing nothing. travel and shopping would be awesome. a nice beach with no one but me, my laptop and my handphone would be nice too.

9 do you follow your horoscope?
when im in the mood.

10 would you move for the person you love?
who knows. but i'll def love you if you travel alot and bring me along! *grin*

11 are you touchy feely?
haha. yes.

12 do you believe that opposites attract?
thats about the only thing i learnt in physics.

13 dream job?
my dream is not to have a job.

15 favorite place to go on weekends?
home. to sleep. and eat home cooked food.

16 showers or baths?
baths. though i do believe i'd get bored of them after a while.

17 do you paint your nails?
erm. wat nails?

18 do you trust people easily?
yes. and as i have learnt. its a bloody foolish thing to do.

19 what are your phobias?
cramped crowded spaces.

20 do you want kids?
a son and a daughter. and in that order please.

21 do you keep a handwritten journal?
why? so that you can read it?

22 where would you rather be right now?
in dreamland. but the gothic and the renaissance beckon.

23 who makes you feel warm and fuzzy?
erm.*silence* erm. *long silence* erm. *even longer silence*
i dont know dammit!

24 heavy or light sleeper?
heavy.

25 are you paranoid?
depends on what youre talking abt.

26 are you impatient?
pretty much. i get tired of waiting.

27 who can you relate to?
my image in the mirror.

28 how do you feel about interracial couples?
whatever rocks your boat!

29 have you been burned by love?
love? whats this strange new word "love"? *scratches head*

30 what's your favorite pick-up line?
when i call. and people pick up the phone and go "hello!!!"

31 what's your main ringtone on your mobile?
afrodisiac by brandy

32 what were you doing at midnight last night?
discussing the baroque and 19th century paris and laughing at Micki the troll.
*dont worry micki. i still love you in the heart of my littlest little hearts in one hidden corner* haha.

33 what did the last text on your cellphone say?
Dad - transfered $60.00 *cause i ran out of money after printing bloody notes*

34 whose bed did you sleep in last?
erm. the bed at home? my sister's?

35 what color shirt are you wearing?
white tank from an NUS bazaar. cheap nice and comfy.

36 most recent movie you watched?
im not much of a movie person. do one tree hill and grey's anatomy count?

37 name three things you have on you at all times.
earrings. nose stud. handphone.

38 what color are your bedsheets?
blue with yellow seashells. i love it.

39 how much cash do you have on you right now?
what you gonna do if i tell you? pick my pocket?

40 what is your favorite part of the chicken?
the breast. shut up.

41 what's your favorite town/city?
what a strange question.

42 i cant wait till...?
the end of this semeseter. seriously.

43 what did you have for dinner last night?
mee sua. where i ate all the veggie egg and meat and left most of the noodles.

44 do you own a gun?
double barreled shot gun. i suggest you make a run for it. now.

45 what do you prefer to drink in the morning?
coffee.

46 where do you think you'll be in 10 years time?
if not dead then married to a rich bloke. ha. i wish.

47 last thing you ate?
nasi lemak at fong seng.

48 what songs do you sing in the toilet?
whatever strikes my fancy.

49 last thing that made you laugh?
priya. and her stories about *erehem*.

50 worst injury you've ever had?
tore the ligament on my left wrist. had to get the damn thing operated.

51 does someone have a crush on you?
like i'd know!
*which kinda dumb person tells the person they have a crush on that they have a crush on them?*

52 what's your favorite candy?
ah ha! coconut candy. the pink and green ones my uncle and aunt make!

53 what song do you want played at your funeral?
" i wonder if you know! how they live in to-ki-o! if you seen it then you mean it and you know you have to go!
fast and furiooooooos! drift. drift. drift. fast and furiooooooooooos! drift. drift. drift."

54 four random people to do this?
priya, chait, chengwei and gareth.


bloody hell. that was one long damn questionaire.
back to history now.
toodles.