_visit_
aarthiabsolute fact
absolut fake
ah neh
birentha
crunch
gareth
mo
pujus
roach
secret
shar
tas
_define me_
look into my world.watch my life unfold.
see it as i will.
the story of a girl.
Saturday, February 10, 2007
irony. ; 01:03
as i sit here.
wishing i could hold you in my arms.
wishing i could feel your fingers in mine.
wanting the gentle sigh of your breath on my cheek.
the soft chuckle of your laughter.
i dream.
about your smile when you look at me.
about the laughter i'll never hear.
the mischievious twinkle in your eyes.
of the things that could have been.
of knowing you.
you're so far away.
yet it feels like you're by my side.
a part of me.
in the breath that i take.
in the tears that i cry.
i could have held you when you cried.
wiped away your tears.
held you close.
chased away the demons.
and told you everything would be fine.
i would have taken away the pain.
had i not been the cause of it.
now i can see you smiling at me.
telling me not to wish for what is lost.
telling me to move on.
telling me that it'll be ok.
someday.
funny how things change.
the roles reversed.
and now you're reassuring me.
the cruel irony of it all.
irony. ; 01:03
as i sit here.
wishing i could hold you in my arms.
wishing i could feel your fingers in mine.
wanting the gentle sigh of your breath on my cheek.
the soft chuckle of your laughter.
i dream.
about your smile when you look at me.
about the laughter i'll never hear.
the mischievious twinkle in your eyes.
of the things that could have been.
of knowing you.
you're so far away.
yet it feels like you're by my side.
a part of me.
in the breath that i take.
in the tears that i cry.
i could have held you when you cried.
wiped away your tears.
held you close.
chased away the demons.
and told you everything would be fine.
i would have taken away the pain.
had i not been the cause of it.
now i can see you smiling at me.
telling me not to wish for what is lost.
telling me to move on.
telling me that it'll be ok.
someday.
funny how things change.
the roles reversed.
and now you're reassuring me.
the cruel irony of it all.