_visit_
aarthiabsolute fact
absolut fake
ah neh
birentha
crunch
gareth
mo
pujus
roach
secret
shar
tas
_define me_
look into my world.watch my life unfold.
see it as i will.
the story of a girl.
Tuesday, February 06, 2007
make it stop. ; 22:44
i cant breathe.
overwhelmed. frustrated. desperate.
im choking on my own breath. gasping for air. i see only darkness. and despair.
the more i have people around me the more alone i feel. its as if no one else shares my pain and confusion. its as if im surrounded by an invisible wall of silence. its as if walls are closing in on me. its as if im a spectator watching my life pass me by.
so much noise. so much colour. so much confusion. there are too many people talking in my head. talking too loudly. talking too much. but i cant hear them. and their words wash over me. suffocate me. drown me.
and i cant breathe.
please.
just make it stop.
make it stop. ; 22:44
i cant breathe.
overwhelmed. frustrated. desperate.
im choking on my own breath. gasping for air. i see only darkness. and despair.
the more i have people around me the more alone i feel. its as if no one else shares my pain and confusion. its as if im surrounded by an invisible wall of silence. its as if walls are closing in on me. its as if im a spectator watching my life pass me by.
so much noise. so much colour. so much confusion. there are too many people talking in my head. talking too loudly. talking too much. but i cant hear them. and their words wash over me. suffocate me. drown me.
and i cant breathe.
please.
just make it stop.