ain't nobody knows me, not even me can see it
-jason mraz
[the emotional masochist]

_visit_

aarthi
absolute fact
absolut fake
ah neh
birentha
crunch
gareth
mo
pujus
roach
secret
shar
tas

_define me_

look into my world.
watch my life unfold.
see it as i will.
the story of a girl.

_credits_

Design - EM_ode
Picture - EM_ode
Sunday, March 25, 2007
farewell. ; 04:05

"visha.

the time has come. you have to move on. its over between us. you know it. and i know you can feel it.

its been a good 8 weeks. we had fun all those late nights and early mornings. poking and prodding. teasing and tweaking. realigning to get the position right. and making sure there was always a perfect fit.


at times i could feel your frustration. when things werent going the way you planned it. and the size was just not right. but believe me when i say i did my best not to let you down. it wasnt my fault all those times we had to stop half way. neither was is my fault when the action lagged and slowed down.


i was just tired from working all day.


we had our fun. the new toys. the new positions. the new angles.


but now.


the passion we shared is no more. the fire has died and im exhausted. i need my space. and even you sense the futility in your attempts to keep our relationship exciting.


just admit it visha. its over.

so let me rest. delete me from your life.

please."





so spoke my design.
and i had no choice but to comply.