ain't nobody knows me, not even me can see it
-jason mraz
[the emotional masochist]

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aarthi
absolute fact
absolut fake
ah neh
birentha
crunch
gareth
mo
pujus
roach
secret
shar
tas

_define me_

look into my world.
watch my life unfold.
see it as i will.
the story of a girl.

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Monday, May 07, 2007
you're the best thing that i have. ; 01:43

you've held my hand.
and wiped my tears.
laughed with me.
and laughed at me.

you've been around.
looked out for me.
fought for me.
protected me.

you've done so much.
and you think you know me.
know all i can be.
and i all i have been.


but im so much more baby.
im so much worse.
so far from the rosy picture you paint.
lacking in all the hope you have.

i wish i could tell you.
and i want to tell you.
i cant live this lie anymore.
cause it kills me to hide this from you.


thing is.
im not brave enough.
not brave enough to face your disappointment.
not strong enough to own up to my mistakes.

im too scared.
too scared that you'll judge me.
judge me and leave me.
leave me when i need you most.



and right now.
i cant lose you.



cause right now.
you're the best thing that i have.