its complicated.
cold. and distant.
its painful.
sharp. and real.
its difficult.
unknown. and scary.

she's lost.
in limbo.
floating. and waiting.
in anticipation.
hurting. and wanting.
in love.
crying. and alone.

she wonders.
if its real.
longing. the past.
if it'll die.
questioning. the present.
if the end is near.
afraid. the future.

and she asked.
how did it happen?
who. and what.
where. and when.
the simple things.
the ones we loved.
and who loved us back.