ain't nobody knows me, not even me can see it
-jason mraz
[the emotional masochist]

_visit_

aarthi
absolute fact
absolut fake
ah neh
birentha
crunch
gareth
mo
pujus
roach
secret
shar
tas

_define me_

look into my world.
watch my life unfold.
see it as i will.
the story of a girl.

_credits_

Design - EM_ode
Picture - EM_ode
Wednesday, February 13, 2008
a song. ; 00:48

to you,
who made me listen to this song.
and made me cry.
all over again.
this is for you.


hope you're happy now.



sakkarai nilavae penn nilavae
kaanum poadhae karaindhaayae
nimmadhi illai yaen illai nee illaiyae

manam pachai thanni dhaan pennae
adhai patra vaithadhu un kannae
yen vaazhkai ennum kaattai erithu
kulir kaayndhaai kodumai pennae
kavidhai paadina kanngal
kaadhal paesina kaigal
kadaisiyil ellaam poigal
en pinju nenju thaangumaa?


kaadhal endra ondru adhu kadavul poala
unara thaanae mudiyum adhil uruvam illai
kaayam kanda idhayam oru kuzhandhai poala
vaayai moodi azhumae solla vaarthai illai
anbae un punnagai yellaam adi nenjil saemithaen
kannae un ponnagai yellaam kanneeraai urugiyathey
vellai sirippugal un thavaraa?
adhil kollai poanadhu en thavaraa?
pirindhu sendradhu un thavaraa?
naan purindhu kondadhu en thavaraa?
aann kanneer parugum pennin idhayam
sadhaiyalla kallin suvaraa?


kavidhai paadina kanngal
kaadhal paesina kaigal
kadaisiyil ellaam poigal
en pinju nenju thaangumaa?


november maadha mazhaiyil naan nanaivaen endraen
enakkum kooda nanaidhal miga pidikkum endraai
mottai maadi nilavil naan kulippaen endraen
enakkum andha kuliyal miga pidikkum endraai
sugamaana kural yaar endraal suseela'vin kural endraen
enakkum andha kuralil yaedho mayakkam ena nee sonnaai
kanngal moodiya buddhar silai
en kanavil varuvadhu pidikkum endraen
thayakkam enbadhay siridhum indri
adhu enakkum enakkum dhaan pidikkum endraai
adi unakkum unakkum ellaam pidikka

ennai yaen pidikkaadhu endraai?